Beliefs.

Hey all,

Outside I’m screaming, whilst inside I’m dreaming.

My god, this week has been cram packed with work. Information Overload maybe? I have ICT Coursework for Wednesday, which I might just get finished, Maths for Monday, which I probably won’t get finished and English Research for Monday, which is either side. It’s been a tough week, which is the main reason I’ve lacked attention to this blog.

Anyway, like the title says this Blog post is going to be based on Beliefs. I’m not speaking religious talk here, I’m speaking in a moral sense, what’s right and wrong for example. Well, Since the last couple of weeks, I’ve really began to notice just how much people differ from another, and just how much they differ from the people I thought they were. It’s strange really, seeing people in a new light, its kind off refreshing, but at the same time scary when you realise just how deceptive your friends turn out to be. But, some-how, I’ve managed to take it out head on, as some-what unexpected bursts of confidence have hit me and have seemed to be growing as the days go by. Lucky me right?

Well, back to the point, these new people I see, with these open eyes, have managed to reveal their beliefs to me unknowingly. I can see ‘behind their mask’. A lot of these guys seem to abuse people for no reason, and along with being a victim, I am also a culprit in my previous years at school. But now, I’m older, and you could say I’ve seen the light but a lot of my friends haven’t. You just don’t abuse someone for no reason. Okay, abusing someone for an individual reason is unfair as well, but that’s life, sometimes we do that and few of us regret it later. Those who do regret it must feel bad about what they’ve said or done; and in total honestly I would if I had said something out of order or uncalled for.

What I’m trying to say is that, a lot of people have different beliefs to what seems fit to them. Some people give it out, but can’t take it back, and I believe that these people are mere scum of the earth. Those who say hurtful things so they can entertain others, act cool, impress people. They obviously don’t even care; don’t even regret it later on even when they see the victim’s poor tearful face as he tries to act like he doesn’t care. All in all, I’ve done these things, and so much more. But I’m done with that now, I’ve moved onto bigger things. Like stopping these people, showing them ‘the light’. I suppose I’m just trying to be a better person.

Maybe I should become a preacher? Heh. Right, that’s me over and out. Have a good weekend Bloggers.

Yours,

Tom. F